i'm a john doe on a vagabond voyage. yes, it's john. jane i am not.

so many things to do, so little time. and i'm starting work next week. bah. well, at least zouk on wed!

anyway i realised my blog's pretty dead now. i update like once in a blue moon and even then, i can't really find anyting to blog about. then i just type random thoughts, like now. afterwhich i find myself really incoherent or that my life sounds like a drab affair. so i backspaced and clicked the 'X' at the right corner of the window. and the same routine repeats.

i'm trying not to rerun the same thing today, so now i sound boring. and i'm going to end this post sounding boring.

b.u.s.y

i need to get well. need to get things settled.

home sweet home.

i'm back. now what? everything looks different, feels different. but there's this familiar smell in my lentor bedroom, even in the toilet. a smell so strong i cant miss - i name it the smell of reality.

and i dread that R word. realised i've been living in fantasy world for the past 9 months. then the smell reminded me of so many things i've left undone. reality finally hit me, and it doesn't feel right.

bless me as i try to settle the things i've left unsettled for so long. i foresee a disaster, maybe 3.

just got back my results. no miracles this time round - i screwed up, big time.

anyway i'm leaving leicester in 10hrs time, and will be rching s'pore in one and a half days' time. having mixed feelings now. but well, at least i finally get to see my family members and savour the love of my life - hawker food.

cya soon.

easter trip

germany (berin & hamburg):

i'm ready to spend

fairytale land in hamburg

my favourite dan-dan mian in hamburg. used up 2 packets of tissue just to finish that.

the infamous charlie checkpoint

animal abuse

puppet show

prague/budapest:

the 4 guys at the fishermen's bastion

impressive photography skills, roy.

old times

nice architecture at night

ghost tour

ghost tour 2

ghost tour 3

we survived

boat trip

agua

after boat trip, on the bridge

my dream car

heading to the outskirts of prague, ready to board the 'JB' train

outskirts

karlstejn castle in the outskirts. great photography there, gerald.

gerald and me at karlstejn

roy and gerald at karlstejn

delicious korean food in prague. drool people

battered

i just majorly screwed up all my 3 papers. how? what if i can't grad with a second upper degree? how? no 2.1 means no hopes of ever being a lawyer. how? not that i yearn to be one, but i cant witness 3-yrs of hard work (like real) and tons of money wasted on stupid me just like that, right? and the problem is i had the answers all stored up somewhere up there right before i entered the exam hall. but somehow during the 3 hrs of the paper, everything just went *poof*. gone. just like that.

i'm now having an exam-phobia. i can't even fall aslp for a single minute the night before the exams and this contributed to all that exam nerves.

one more paper to go. it's the last ray of hope left. but i'm taking a break for now.