screwed up.

damn i dont know whats wrong with blogger. my precious two posts are gone and the three before them are back! crap. luckily i copied and saved the two entries. so i'll just paste them here. they look like a huge chunk of words though but i cant be bothered to tidy them. just wanna save every word that i type here. anyway, the photos will be up soon ya. stay tuned. going up to patrick's kitchen for pasta with the rest. tata!

Sunday, October 02, 2005

incredible fate.
guess what?i just posted the previous entry "always tired" and went to view my updated blog.and...my previous 3 posts are gone! the first 3 posts that i submitted in UK.oh well, the posts that disappeared sounded tragic. all about my tears and fears. maybe it's a sign for me to stop being so negative and start living. but im still pissed that they simply disappeared. just like that.guess it's all fated.
posted by geri at 6:24 AM 0 comments

always tired.
it's 11.22pm here.had a long day. aunt and uncle came down to visit me in the morning. it was a total embarrassment cos i was a really bad host. didn't have enough mugs, my aunt cooked but i didn't have cutlery for them, no tea or coffee to serve, haven't even boiled any water for them and worst of all, they wanted to go down to the city centre but i didnt know the way well.but they were nice ppl. brought so much stuff down for me and my aunt even baked fabulous muffins, brownies and puffs just for me. shared them with my fellow singaporeans and they love them!after they left, went down to city centre with JK, patrick and gerald. 3 guys and one girl. i felt like a princess cos they acted like my slaves. haha. took a picture of their pathetic state. all 3 waiting for me in the supermarket with hands full of pots, pans, towels and plastic containers, and a full bladder. they needed to pee so badly they cldnt move. just stood there pestering me to hurry up. but i really needed to get loads of stuff. they looked so pathetic 2 women in their 50s were laughing away.then we walked back, put our stuff down, took a long cold walk to the city centre again for dinner and walked back again.phew my legs are aching so bad.this is the 1st time im experiencing jet-lag.everynight during dinner time bout 7-8pm (SG time 2-3am), i'll feel so tired my eyes have difficulty staying opened. then they'll ask me to join them for a beer after dinner (around 10plus) and i'll always reject cos im exhausted. and i'll wake really early every morning. ytd morning i woke up at 4am. hows tt?anyway thanks for all the support ppl. my precious friends, dearest family members, my lovely cousin eileen and my beloved rich.im coping well, really. havent dropped a tear since my last entry. not t i've forgotten you ppl (i will not!) but i've got so many things to occupy me with and im learning to accept the fact that i have to be independent and strong. i cant just keep crying for the next 3 yrs right?did a little apparel-shopping today but didnt buy anything. me and the fellow singaporeans decided to go down to city centre again tmr to do some serious shopping for clothings. oh yeah went into topshop. its actually slightly more expensive here. but saw a couple of shops selling some really good and cheap stuff, esp winter wear. those super thick and pretty smart-looking jackets cost only bout 11pounds (S$33)! think similiar ones in singapore will probably cost at least S$100plus each.and tmr we're gonna cook bak kut teh for dinner and fry some vegs. cant wait!oh i wish my darling rich goodluck for his run tmr. i know he's not gonna take it seriously cos he was forced to run in this marathon. i just hope he wldn't overexert himself. cos u're so precious to me rich. take good care dear.

take good care everyone.