what a life.

woke up at 8am this morning. spent an hour cooking porridge, boiling cabbage and chinese mushrooms and eating my very healthy (synonym: pathetic) meal.

then its all about hitting the books. skyped with rich for about an hr, meanwhile exploring the functions of the program. and then its...

all about hitting the books again. yea what a life.

time seems to pass so slowly today. honestly, i can concentrate much better on my books here, but at the same time, i feel much emptier - like there's nothing to look forward to. everyone's studying, everyone's so grim and serious, everyone's having no life. gosh i need smth to look forward to, i need a purpose in this miserable life, at least for now.

oh well tts why i msged daph and monica to go nando's (this restaurant tt serves great bbq chicken) tonight for dinner. yay im going out! cheap thrill, i know. but better than nothing. i feel so suffocated spending the entire day in this room.

so now im gonna vacuum my whole room, tidy everything and its... back to hit the books, again.

when will this end?