b.u.s.y

i need to get well. need to get things settled.

home sweet home.

i'm back. now what? everything looks different, feels different. but there's this familiar smell in my lentor bedroom, even in the toilet. a smell so strong i cant miss - i name it the smell of reality.

and i dread that R word. realised i've been living in fantasy world for the past 9 months. then the smell reminded me of so many things i've left undone. reality finally hit me, and it doesn't feel right.

bless me as i try to settle the things i've left unsettled for so long. i foresee a disaster, maybe 3.

just got back my results. no miracles this time round - i screwed up, big time.

anyway i'm leaving leicester in 10hrs time, and will be rching s'pore in one and a half days' time. having mixed feelings now. but well, at least i finally get to see my family members and savour the love of my life - hawker food.

cya soon.