home sweet home.

i'm back. now what? everything looks different, feels different. but there's this familiar smell in my lentor bedroom, even in the toilet. a smell so strong i cant miss - i name it the smell of reality.

and i dread that R word. realised i've been living in fantasy world for the past 9 months. then the smell reminded me of so many things i've left undone. reality finally hit me, and it doesn't feel right.

bless me as i try to settle the things i've left unsettled for so long. i foresee a disaster, maybe 3.